Hanging On

I was certain the rungs were wooden sure of the rope that had me swinging. Why else was I thinking so much of the grip of past climbers and the dirt pushed into the twists

I was certain the rungs were wooden
sure of the rope that had me swinging.
Why else was I thinking so much
of the grip of past climbers
and the dirt pushed into the twists
smoothed and darkened
by person after person
on their way up?

And yet here I am
three-quarters of the way up
realising that the ladder is inflatable
swaying on unanchored plastic.

I cling on;
tell myself height is irrelevant
that I was ascending before.
Say, if hand over hand
worked a few feet in the air,
had me climbing steadily
there is no reason to doubt it now.
Willing the sway to stop
I keep listening
almost believing.

I go faster
desperate to outclimb that gentle
puff of escaping air.

Sue Finch

Sue Finch lives with her wife in North Wales. Her work has appeared in a number of online magazines including: The Interpreter’s House, Ink, Sweat and Tears, Dear Reader, One Hand Clapping and IceFloe Press. Her debut collection, ‘Magnifying Glass’, was published in October 2020 with Black Eyes Publishing UK.
Twitter: @soopoftheday